Sunday, November 27, 2011

National Museum Musings

Mom and I in front of the Spoliarium

"What is essential in a work of art is that it should rise far above the realm of personal life and speak to the spirit and heart of the poet as man to the spirit and heart of mankind." - Carl Jung


While Juan Luna y Novicio (1857-1899) and Felix Resurreccion Hidalgo (1855-1913) were definitely not known as poets in their time, their ouvres as an artists in the field of painting have largely achieved an immortality unparalleled in our nation's history. These days, to behold the spectacles of the Spoliarium and The Assassination of Governor Bustamante, is to be immersed in the richness of our heritage. To bear witness to the ferocious verve of each of their stories captured in medias res, is to be momentarily lost: thrown into the chaos of ecclesiastically-clad tyrannicides, into the dreary gallows of fallen gladiators.

In Roman Red, in Papal White,  in the sullen and disinterested movement, in the sombre saturation of death, color is transfigured into life, and space is transformed into a living artery. In the ferocity of such a narrative, one becomes a spectator without a voice, a specter in the wings.

And yet one can't help but be moved.

One is moved by the history that seeps through the canvas. By the fiery drama of animalistic drive. By the sordid wheels of fortune. By the clash of divergence. By the protracted tale of a nation struggling to break free. By the realization that more than once in our history, we made believers out of a world that belittled our capacity to create art which not only were by all means aesthetically sound, but relevant and revolutionary.



Saturday, November 26, 2011

Withdrawal Symptoms

"Sisikat nang muli ang ating araw 
Sa nayong may himig ng hanging hinipan ng banal, 
Tulad ng awit na pumipiglas sa kahon ng kundiman."

-Ang Ating Araw by Dicta License


So I've been tripping on Dicta License and Rage Against the Machine the entire day. I really miss the feeling of being on-stage with a bunch of like-minded musicians rocking it out and sharing their music with the crowd. I miss the excitement. I miss the anxiety. I miss the lights. I miss the applause. 

Actually, I miss a lot of things.

Well... Maybe, just maybe, it isn't too late to relive those moments. Just invited a bunch of friends to jam together soon. What will become of it escapes me, but it certainly is a start!

Friday, November 25, 2011

Merchant of Venice Vibe

And Shakespeare's Antonio tells it best:

In sooth I know not why I am so sad
It wearies me; you say it wearies you;
But how I caught it, found it, came by it,
What stuf tis made of, whereof it is born;
I am to learn.
And such a want-wit sadness makes out of me
That I have much ado to know myself.

:-/